She’s Ok.

As much as I love looking at her beautiful face and those amazing blue eyes the pain in my heart just hurts. It’s one of those I can’t believe she’s gone kind of days. I miss my bogie do, I want to hold her and gosh I could even go for some Scribble on the walls or another turd brat on my kitchen table right now. I was reading in my devotional this morning and the words…. “It happened so that The works of God might be displayed” stuck out like a sore thumb. I can tell you I don’t quite understand why Logan had to go to heaven but what I can tell you is that God is, has and will continue to do good works. I have never felt more close to him before. I had a day this weekend where I just felt him telling me he’s here, that he has been here and that Logan is with him and she’s ok. That doesn’t mean I will long for her less that doesn’t mean I will heal faster or even at all but what it does give me hope. It gives a weird peace I can’t describe knowing I’ll see her again. To think I’d have to feel this for the rest of my life is heavy but I’m thankful I don’t have to carry this alone. 🐓💜🦋