Moving Forward…Sucks, but It’s the Right Thing To Do

It’s been two months since Logan went to heaven but this pictures feels like it was taken yesterday. I still had a couple of months to go before she was born and I literally couldn’t wait to get her out she was so big! I got to be her mama on earth for 2.5 years and now I’m her mama while she’s waiting for us in heaven. Everyday has its challenges, making memories with out her is hard but I still trust Gods plan and can face a new day thanks to his goodness. She left a Logan sized hole in my heart when she departed this earth but man she’s dancing in heaven and the image of that brings a smile on my face. When we were in the picu I told my friends I could see Jesus in there wiping her face, running his hands in her hair and comforting her. Today, I can see her running around in a cornfield with her own flock of chickens while Jesus is looking after her… probably naked 🤣 I sometimes still catch myself making her a plate of food or thinking crap where’s Logan…. I kind of hope that never stops because I’m those moments I think about her and how much I enjoyed doing those things for her. I miss you so much bogie do. Mama wishes she could hug you so hard you cry or give your booty cheddy a pinch. 💜🐓🦋