This week I started to drift into the why’s… I think it’s natural for us to try and make sense of the senseless. Why would God who can change something with one word allow bad things to happen? I read this somewhere and it hit me pretty hard, have you ever stopped to think that that all powerful, all knowing God doesn’t even get what HE wants? Think about that for a minute. Let that sink it. God who created the stars in the sky, who created life itself doesn’t even get what he wants. Think about all the lives that don’t find salvation… that is not God’s plan. Think about all the choices each day we get to make. God loves us so much he gave us choices. He gave us freedom to choose which path we go down. How we respond to circumstances. How we interact with people. How we live our lives each and every day. Real faith is put to the test when we face awful circumstances. We want answers and we want them now! When we look to seek those answers or question God’s will we tell him we think our plan is better than his. Time and time again God has shown me he had something so much better in store for me than that thing I was praying for. I am not saying there’s something im searching for that is better than Logan there won’t be anything better than that sweet naked butt. What I do know is God’s plan is to make something so beautiful so rich from the life she led and how her family is leaning in and seeking Jesus and that in time (notice I said in time and not right away) I hope that the sting of this tragedy is replaced with so many beautiful “because of Logan” stories my heart will explode with joy. My little baby is doing the work of God from heaven! Each day we have a choice to continue to ask why or trust in Gods perfect plan. 🐓💜🦋

I Am The Church!
I don’t know why God writes the way he does and sometimes I want to be his biggest critic, and think he’s a real shitty