I Miss You Logan

I’m missing my baby so much. Some of my conversations with God are focused around her life in heaven. God I miss my Logan so so much. I wish you’d give me a glimpse of what her heaven is like. Does she have chickens? Does she need her adorable glasses? Is she older? Does she brush her hair? Is she wild? Is our family with her? Hey grandpa Jim is she like how Zak was growing up? What do y’all talk about? Does she know my grandma Marlene too? Is she even wearing clothes? Did she give you that wedgie I asked her to? Sorry about that too but hey when I get up there too I’ll probably at least try! Do you even wear chonies in heaven? ….. I know she’s not up in heaven sitting on a rock looking down here on earth with her chin resting in her palm thinking…man I really miss my family. She’s having the best time of her life! I so badly wish I knew what that looks like. One day I will. One day all of these questions will be answered. I won’t stop asking God what Logan’s heaven is like because I really want to know! He will reveal little bits when he’s ready and if not he is still good. She’s still up there living out her wildest dreams. I have peace knowing she’s in heaven where I am trying to get to. We will meet again. I hope she’s proud of me. 🦋🐓💜

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